Sounds of laughter, shades of life

James is awesome.

2007-12-12T06:31:46Z

So! James and I were messing around in a chat room, and he started MAJORLY lying to this one guy...it was hilarious/amazing, and I just feel the need to share it.

***The guy messaged James after he said that he wanted to kill himself.*** (cuz he's insane!!)
P.S.- We will probably be the only people to find this funny, but oh well. Believe me, it was HILARIOUS at the time because James was trying to think of stuff to say to the guy and we were laughing our asses off. Whatever! :-D

christianvncnt: why?

James C: idk

James C: I just do

James C: I can't handle it

christianvncnt: there has to be a reason

James C: I have no money

James C: school sucks

James C: I hate my job

James C: and I got dumped

christianvncnt: your having a good holiday arent ya

James C: my mother just died

christianvncnt: im sorry my condolences

James C: ty

christianvncnt: you are in the middle of a shit storm arent ya

James C: yup

christianvncnt: not good

James C: no

James C: and I hate it

christianvncnt: still i havent heard a good reason to give up

James C: yeah well it's good enough for me!

christianvncnt: i used to think so too

James C: really? cause you're here to talk about it so not really huh?

christianvncnt: here to help if i can

christianvncnt: i spent 6 weeks in a psyhc ward ive been there

James C: where are you from? Cause I was in with a christian

christianvncnt: springfield il

James C: awesome I used to live ther

James C: e

christianvncnt: really?

James C: yeah

James C: it was nice

James C: sorta

christianvncnt: yeah sorta lol

James C: I'm in Maine now

christianvncnt: eeeeewwwwwww cooooooooollllllldddddd

James C: yeah it is

James C: I hate it

christianvncnt: in college i take it

James C: yup

James C: you should talk to to Nursing Girl, cause she is not feelin so hot either

christianvncnt: wouldn't be here if i didn't want to help people

James C: she is kinda talkin bout killing her cat

James C: or maybe dog

James C: can't membe

James C: r

christianvncnt: thats a bit gruesome

James C: she wouldn't do it of course

christianvncnt: dont know maine but any other jobs you can get?

James C: nope

James C: no one will hire me

James C: I'm gay

James C: they hate me

James C: I want to die

christianvncnt: m or f

James C: m..

christianvncnt: yeah so what if your gay

christianvncnt: thats your life choice

James C: not a choice dude

christianvncnt: doesn't make you a bad person

christianvncnt: sorry

James C: no big

James C: and it does

James C: cause my dad kicked me out after my mom died

christianvncnt: nice dad

James C: I loved him

James C: we had sex when I was 12

christianvncnt: whoa!

James C: yeah

James C: I hate myself

James C: I should

James C: die

christianvncnt: thats molestation

James C: it's over now

christianvncnt: your father is an evil man

James C: he had a nice penis

christianvncnt: so you enjoyed the expeience?

James C: not for the first two years

christianvncnt: sad

christianvncnt: i do not like molestors

James C: I don't either dude

James C: I just...fell in love with the sex

christianvncnt: ic

James C: I moved in with a guy

James C: and he gave me aids

christianvncnt: fuck

christianvncnt: ive met some bad cases in here but damn..............

James C: ok guy

James C: liste

James C: n

James C: you're amazing

christianvncnt: i just don't know where to begin

James C: wait

James C: wiat

christianvncnt: you have alot of problems

James C: you're right

James C: lol

James C: and one of em

James C: well

James C: would be lying to you about EVERYTHING except for being gay

James C: /...

James C: You rock

James C: I thought you would have broken by now

James C: and no

James C: you haven't

James C: I'm amazed

James C: you are my hero

It's my birthday, It's my birthday...

2007-04-29T05:48:33Z

Woot. I'm in a really good mood at the mo. I bought myself a digital camera last night at Best Buy for my birthday, and I LOVE it. It cost a lot of money, which probably isn't the best thing....but too bad. I've been having a good time taking pictures on it and I am SO glad I bought it. Having a camera is a great thing...I really like being able to capture moments whenever I want. I'm planning to carry it in my purse so I'll always have it.
Today was my birthday and it was fun. James, Jen and I went to the mall so Jen could look at stuff for her mother's birthday. It was nice to just wander around the mall. James spent most of the time taking random pictures with my camera. We got back just in time to go to a senior vocal recital, and then Earl, James and I headed to Olive Garden. My gramma gave me a 50$ gift certificate so I decided to go out for my birthday dinner. We ate a TON (or at least it felt like it.): there was a 45 minute wait so we went over to Maggie Moos to get ice cream....because eating a bunch of ice cream before dinner is an AWESOME plan. I had a great time with them: I just love joking around and talking nonstop. James was fooling around with Earl and accidentally knocked a glass with ice off the table....Earl and I absolutely died laughing. They got the Olive Garden people to sing to me and bring out a cake...I KNEW they were going to...but whatever: I love it! Overall, it was a good day. I was all sad that my family wasn't going to be with me to celebrate, so I'm happy that I got to spend the night with my friends. Even though I should go to bed, I'm going to try and upload pictures and then probably watch some Lucy.

DUMBO!

2007-04-26T14:24:34Z

I just feel the need to share how amazingly retarded I am. Last night, I was attempting to do a boat load of homework: I had a write up for health assessment, 50 pages to read for a quiz in feminine perspectives, and I also was supposed to write up a study guide to pass out to people in my lab. I needed to finish it all by 6:45 am when I had to get ready for my 8 oclock class. I think I started working on it at 1:30 (I got back to my room by 1 but I was distracted) and I got a bit done. I had been super, super tired for hours, so by that time I was becoming DELERIOUS. So, I set my alarm for 4 am and decided to take a nap. Actually, I wasnt functioning well by that point, so I pretty much just set my alarm and DIED on the bed. Next thing I know?! I was waking up at 9:45-----> WTF?! So, I obviously COMPLETELY missed my 8 oclock class and I also missed the bus that would get me to my 10:15 class on time. When I woke up, I was SO flabbergasted and in awe of my LAMENESS! I mean, come on. At least I got a good nights sleep for once...HA! I must have been unbelievably tired to not only set my alarm WRONG, but also sleep for 7 hours without ever waking up. (I usually wake up every few hours when I know I have something I need to work on.) The only good thing is that my health assessment teacher is amazing and wicked, super nice, so I'm sure it wont be a big problem that I missed the class. I am SO upset that I missed YET another feminine perspectives class, though...PLUS a quiz...but theres nothing I can do about it now. I may try and do this extra credit assignment thing today and see if I can still pass it in. So, yeah. I am SO lame.

Dancing in the street....

2007-04-25T21:00:23Z

Yes. So. I am in Portland, yet again...I went on the 2:45 bus with James and spent some time with him until his class. I have about 1/2 an hour til my class...and I should totally be doing homework right now. But no. I have been wasting time online for the past hour because I ROCK! I'm planning on hopefully leaving class early so I can catch the 6:15 bus. Yep. I seriously have nothing to say at the moment...just wasting time. It's either this or go eat tons of food until I pop...and I'm trying NOT to do that. I am SO tired...help. me. now. Whatever....I'll sleep someday...maybe over the summer I'll get a chance.
WTF?! The aim on this computer totally just stopped working. KILL! DEATH! Ugh...

Yes.

2007-04-24T19:29:51Z

Yeah, so. I am in portland right now waiting to go to a random talk thing about 'how queer is too queer?' I am pretty happy at the moment because I don't seem to have much homework due this week...woot! Last week was a killer, so yay. I've been giving the whole vegetarian thing a try and it's going well, I suppose. Lately I'm becoming more and more disgusted by all dairy products for some reason- maybe I've just had too much of them. SO...I may give up on dairy too. Who knows.
A friend from Camp, Nick DuBois died last week and I am pretty sad/upset about it. We were good friends back in 9th/10th grade and we spent a lot of time together outside of camp. I havent talked to him in years but it was still unsettling to hear the news, obviously. It scares the hell out of me to hear about someone my age dying...it really makes me think about all the 'What Ifs?".... But yeah.
What else? ....... I picked out my classes for next semester and I'm pretty excited- they're all mildly interesting ones (excpept statistics...ew.) and I have 3 classes with James! WOOT! PLUS, I only have one early morning class (8:30 in P-Land on mondays) and the rest of the week I dont have class til early afternoon. YAY! Seriously. I think/hope it'll work out well. I just signed up for a microbiology class for the summer at MWCC...shooooooot me. It's tues, thurs and friday nights from 5-10. Ew?! Yes. Oh well...too bad. I got my tattoo fixed the other day and got more added to it...so now it has another chinese symbol right below it ("Happiness.")! I like it a lot but it hurts like a bitch at the mo. Whatever. I am really hungry. and tired. and sorta bored. Yep. There we go.
IT'S ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY! WOOOT!

Some random things...

2007-04-22T06:25:18Z

So, I've decided to try and become a vegetarian/maybe almost vegan. I've been interested in being a vegetarian for a while and James and I went to a festival about it yesterday. We got really interested in it- it was SO fascinating! They gave us a ton of pamphlets, etc and we both got really excited about the whole thing. I want to cut out meat and maybe dairy. Lately I have felt SO gross when eating cheese...I feel like I'm eating a fatty slice of lard. The only dairy thing I dont think I could live without is my yogurt, so I may keep that in. I also want to stop eating excess fat and sugar because I feel nasty whenever I eat it...and I eat a TON. I did a nutrition project and I eat WAY more fat than I should. Even though the whole possibly-vegan thing may be a lot to handle, I think/hope that it'll make me feel a lot healthier.
James and I went to see a lesbian comedian in Portland tonight and she was SO funny. We went to the mall on thursday and wandered around Portland yesterday. I am SO infinitely glad that we were able to get off campus- It was really nice to get away and do something different.
Today should be entertaining, hopefully. There's a studio recital at 5 that Earl, Justin, and a bunch of other people I know are in. Earl's parents are supposed to come see him perform, which should be interesting.
I can't believe that school is almost over- I'm happy and sad at the same time. I'm really excited that I'm almost done with my classes, but I'm sad that I have to go home and leave my USM friends. It's going to be so strange not seeing them everyday..especially James. I'm pretty much always with him and I'm going to feel so alone without him! Oh well...at least we all get to live together in the fall. Woot!
My birthday is next saturday and I am so happy. I can't wait to finally be 19...I'm sick of being one of the only 18 year olds around here. Yay!
I am totally delerious right now...so. Yeah. I must sleep....until like, 10... when I should definitely make myself get up so I can do laundry.

...

2007-04-14T05:59:26Z

Time for me to bitch!
My throat hurts. A lot. And I can't talk that well at the moment. This is not the best time for me to be feeling like crap...I have too many things coming up. I hate feeling socially awkward, although thankfully I don't feel this way as often as I used to. I definitely felt awkward tonight, though. It sucks because people don't usually see me like that, and everyone probably thought I was in a bad mood for no reason. I also hate being one of the only people not in a relationship. I think that seriously every one of my friends is in a relationship right now. And, I mean...don't get me wrong, I am super happy for all of them and I wish them all the best....But I'm just upset that I haven't found anyone. And I know that there isn't much I can do about it right now... there arent exactly any available guys around here (ie: all gay men). And it doesnt help that the only men in my major are 30 something and probs married, etc. So...I know that I won't be finding anyone for quite a while. Ugh. I just need to stop feeling sorry for myself...it sucks. I have plenty of things to look forward to, plus AMAZING friends. And we got the suite we wanted for next year (gender neutral quad...fucking amazing!). So...I have nothing to be sad about....technically.

Sure.

2007-03-09T18:25:00Z

Having a lung infection is so fun. Oh wait....no it isn't. I am so incredibly irritated right now...my lungs feel like they're going to fall out at any second and I have a TON of homework to do...and I really don't feel like doing any of it. I just want to collapse in a corner somewhere for a few years. Someone, kill me now.

Uh huh.

2007-03-07T15:53:59Z

So, I noticed that I haven't written anything on here in a while! Nothing much has really been going on...classes, late nights, no sleep, etc. Actually, one interesting thing that happened was the adventure last Tuesday night. Richard had a family emergency so James, Earl, and I drove with him to Vermont. We left USM at 7 pm and got to his house at like 10:30. All was well until James, Earl and I left to go home...and proceeded to drive the wrong direction on the highway for a freaking hour. SO, we had to turn around and waste another hour driving back to where we started. We ended up getting lost another time after that, and managed to drive through the same darn town twice. We stopped and ate at Denny's around 2:30, and then went to the strip club 'Giggles' for a while (NOT!!!). We pulled over at a truck stop and took a nap (well, they napped...I didn't.) for about an hour and a half...and then finally got back here at 7:30 am. Earl slept most of the way back and James and I were totally exhausted. We had to force ourselves to stay alert, and it was pretty tough!! We were in the car for a million hours! Overall, though, it was a fun adventure. I slept though all my classes the next day because I was DEAD, but whatever. I missed 4 classes last week, which is SO bad! I must stop.
So, what else has been happening? AHA! Yes! Bets came to visit me on Sunday night, which was fun. I was so happy to see her and I am thrilled that she got to meet my friends! We went to a vocal recital and walked to Movie Gallery, then hung out in Earl's room. It was pretty hilarious/dumb because James, Earl and I were playing Digimon (their new obsession) and Bets ended up falling asleep on Richard's bed for hours...twas pretty fab. Sorry Bets! I'm sure she was traumatized! Oh well.
On Monday night, I watched a bunch of "Are You Afraid of the Dark" with James, which was fun. I absolutely loved that show when I was a kid and it is so fun to watch it again and remember it all. Ryan was supposed to come sleep over but he didn't show up (I wasn't that surprised). I stayed up til 3 playing Digimon and watching shows with James: fun! Last night I watched "Amadeus" with Jen and Richard (James and Earl fell asleep for most of it) and then played more Digimon with James and Earl til 4. It cracks me up because the two of them seriously always have some obsession going on. First we were playing Mario Party all the time, then Kingdom Hearts, and now Digimon. Fab?! Of course.
Lately, I have been staying up wicked late every night...it isn't exactly the greatest plan. I was totally delerious when I woke up this morning and I am exhausted now. I seriously cannot think. I'm planning on taking a nap when I get back to the dorms this afternoon and then do my SHIT load of homework for health assessment. Hopefully I will get a normal amount of sleep one of these nights! Anyway, I'm off to the bus!

Yes.

2007-02-24T08:31:48Z

So, tonight was fun. I totally wasted my entire afternoon sleeping and watching "I Love Lucy." James called at about 7:30 and we went to Movie Gallery to drop off movies and get 2 more (we have TOTALLY different tastes in movies...so we spent the entire time arguing). We watched some random shows in his room (Sailor Moon, Will and Grace, Are You Afraid of the Dark, etc) til Earl came by at like....10? Or something like that. Then we went to Earl's room and hung out with Heather and Richard. Heather is SO funny and sweet...she was telling us about her new boyfriend...and she kept saying how much she had missed us this week. Yay! We all ended up playing a big game of Mario Party til 3 (Heather left at about 12:30). James, Earl and I are all wicked super competitive, and Earl kept getting SOO mad because we stole his stars, etc (He got WICKED mad at me at one point...oops!). SOOOO competitive! It is insane. But fun. I ended up winning in the end, because I am the bomb (and totally lucky!). The 5 of us are going to the mall at 11 today, which should be fun. Richard wants to look at engagement rings for his girlfriend, and Heather and I are going to do some clothes shopping. Woohoo! I love my pals. I totally can't believe that vacation is almost over...crazy, man.

Also!: it amazes me how many traits you acquire from people after spending tons of time with them. Earl and I swear sooooo much more than we did before we started hanging out with James....and we all make a ton more dirty jokes, thanks to Richard. I love how I pretty much always know what they're thinking....I know them so well at this point. It's awesome.... and a bit insane. And I love how they are all totally predictable...with their trademark sayings, etc. For example, James says "Fuckin right," or "I know right!" or "I know....seriously?" all the time.....And Earl says "Fuuuuuuck!" and "Fucking A!" when he's mad, and has all his sarcastic stuff... And Richard is always thinking of some dirty, bad, traumatizing thing to say. Like..... "So THAT'S where the term 'Peaches and Cream' came from.".....(sooo traumatizing....seriously. be glad you weren't there.) Yep. Fabulous.

Friday

2007-02-23T17:22:28Z

So, I am in my room for seriously the first time all week. I slept over Earl and James' rooms from sunday-thursday night, and I have barely even left their building all week. We have been the biggest blobs this vacation.... we usually wake up at 11 and sit around playing Game Cube til mid/late afternoon, and then we watch movies or something. We planned on going to the gym a few times this week...but that never happened. The three of us have been eating like cows too....James and I each had a ton of ice cream last night, we eat lots of cookies and cake, and we've made about 5 trips to Hannaford. But oh well!! The two of them are going to Belfast today for Earl to meet James' friends/family, so I get alone time in my room! Woot. I honestly don't know how I've managed to spend so much time with them...we have literally been together every second of every day this week. I'm just glad that we haven't ended up hating each other! Thank God.
So, at the moment I have about 5 1/2 hours of free time til the boys come back, and here is what I plan on doing during that time:

Watch some of my new "I Love Lucy" dvds
Sleep! (I'm pretty tired...the crazy boys woke up at 10, and we went to bed at 3. argh.)
Do homework? (or not....)
Eat, Eat, Eat
Eat some more
Laundry? ...or maybe I'll do it this weekend...

Yeah, so basically I'm just going to be a B-L-O-B for the next few hours. Richard is supposed to come back today, and he's going to a concert with Earl tonight. I assume that James and I will do something while they're gone. Yay!

Stuff

2007-02-21T20:32:43Z

So! Mario Party is seriously the bomb. James and I played it for 5 1/2 hours on Monday night, and we didn't go to bed til 5!!! We've played it a ton since then too. It is so addicting. I am having a great vacation- I've been spending every waking moment with Earl and James. We went to the mall yesterday, which was fun...they made me try on clothes, and I bought a cute jacket-type-thing. I also bought some pillows and a shirt for Earl. James got this ADORABLE pink kitty for his little sister from "Build a Bear Workshop" ...he is so sweet. I was SO happy yesterday because I got the second season of "I Love Lucy" in the mail...I bought it from ebay last week. WOOT! I seriously cannot wait to watch it. Earl's parents are coming to eat dinner with him tonight, so James and I will probably stay here and watch movies or something. Fun!
Also: Mario Party is making me a TOTAL swearing machine...James and I swear like CRAZY at the tv when we play it. Like: FUCK YOU BITCH! AHHH! WHAT THE FUCK?! THAT WHORE! It is sooo fun....we take the game wicked seriously and freak out every 5 seconds. FABULOUS!

Woohoo!

2007-02-19T18:29:39Z

So, yesterday was the bomb. My parents came to visit and brought James, Earl, and me out to Portland. We walked around downtown and looked for a good place to eat, but finally gave up because most places looked creepy. Then, we drove to the mall and ate at Unos. The food was SO good and we all ate a TON. After that, we walked around the mall, which was totally fun. My dad looked like he wanted to die the entire time because we would take 10 years inside every store..but what did he expect? That's what happens when you have 2 girls and 2 gay guys in a mall. Earl and James were SO cute shopping...they were gushing over everything. James bought this AWESOME rainbow belt with a butterfly clip and he wore it around his waist. My mom was trying to convince me to buy a winter coat and she kept getting mad at me because I hated everything. James, Earl, and I were in Sears and they FORCED me to try on coats. Like, they literally forced me to put them on. And they finally convinced me to buy this brown leather coat, which I actually like! It was hilarious, because I felt like I had 2 fashion consultants with me. After the mall, we went to Hannaford and bought BOAT loads of food for the week, because the cafeteria is closed and we don't want to starve. We brought everything up to Earl's room, and then my parents left. It was snowing pretty hard, but we're insane so we walked to Movie Gallery. When we got back, James, Earl, Richard, his girlfriend and I watched "Bring it On II" and "In and Out," both of which were good. At about 2:30, (I think) we finally went to bed...I slept on James' roomie's bed. Overall, it was a fab day! There is seriously no one on campus right now, so it's just James, Earl and me against the world!! Woot. I'm going to sleep in their room all week, and we have a toooooooon of food...so it should be a blast! Yay!!

First entry time!

2007-02-17T04:31:59Z

So, I decided to get a livejournal! I always have a lot to say, so this may work out well. I am so happy at the moment because we have winter break next week- woooooot! My parents are coming to visit me on sunday, and I am wicked excited....I miss them so much! I don't really have any plans over vacation, so I'll probably spend time with Earl and James (whom I LOVE!) and go to the gym a lot. I seriously ADORE the gym. I've gone 5 times in the past week with my friends, and it's awesome! I went on the eliptical for 30 minutes yesterday, and I wasn't even tired! I went 2.9 miles! I ROCK!
But anyway. This semester has been amazing so far...I have been spending TONS of time with my friends. We usually hang out in Earl and Richards room and watch movies, or I'll spend time with James when they're busy. We've seen 41 movies in the past month...which is insane! But awesome. I LOVE my USM friends so much...they are the sweetest, nicest people...and they are hilarious! I could go on and on for hours about how amazing they are...and I'm sure I have to certain people. I just love how James and I are such good friends after having only known each other for a month! It is the greatest thing. I seriously can't imagine my life without him....I see him pretty much ALL the time, everyday. And Earl...oh man. He is the cutest, nicest, greatest person. The two of them are definitely my best friends here at the moment... And they're dating, which is AWESOME and adorable. And Richard...such a nice person...and so sarcastic and hilarious...and a good cook! I love how he has boat loads of food and cooking stuff in his room...it's everywhere! I adore Jen and Heather too...Heather was soooo sweet on Valentine's Day- she gave me flowers and chocolate! Yay! So yeah. My friends? They are FABULOUS!